From the recording Find Myself
Lyrics
I will take your words and twist them
To you I feel like a burden
Fusili is like my mindset
Twisted but still fuckin hard bitch
I ain’t come out my shell yet
Cause I stayed back from the pills yeah
But I’m treading down that path
To re-find Adz, now that’s a laugh
Uh, I don’t hate myself
Uh, but my life’s been hell
Uh, ever since I snorted so much I lost sense of smell
Uh, I hit paranoia
Uh, I lost ADZii BOii yeah
Uh, overthinking every situations so annoying
Gotta find myself
I’ve gotta find myself
I’ve gotta find myself
I’ve gotta find myself
Relay the cards I’m dealt
This stress ain’t good for health
And I ain’t reaching out
Cause no fuckers are wanna help
In the morning I go jogging
Just to get shit out my noggin
If my vision has been foggy
This sometimes helps me unlock it
See the jibes and all the mocking
From now on I’m taking stock bitch
When I see you please believe that
I’ve got bombs that I’ll be dropping
Yeah, good guys never win
Yeah, whip out the violin
Yeah, Adz is mad that people didn’t pay respect to him
But fuck it keep on moving forward
One day they’ll all have their hand out
And they’ll all expect a hand out give ‘em nowt even if I’m cornered
I’m only looking up no longer the young fuckin pup
I’m older wiser stronger bolder you’re left in my dust
New comer called road runner sets the pace but you can’t keep up
Any plans to silence will be scuppered by the public and you’ll wonder
Can the top spot be recovered?
Not a chance I won her
I guess I actual took it and you’re all out of luck
Reimaging my look kid no longer give a fuck
In fact it’s a blast from the past now let’s relay the hook
Gotta find myself
I’ve gotta find myself
I’ve gotta find myself
I’ve gotta find myself
Relay the cards I’m dealt
This stress ain’t good for health
And I ain’t reaching out
Cause no fuckers are wanna help
One more time let’s dive back in and talk about a life of crime
It’s easy to turn sleazy grow up with nowt become greedy
But when you can’t live freely and there’s shit that you are needing
You stick that down your drawers and disappear just like Houdini
Whilst I’m on the subject no you rappers cannot see me
It’s not on purpose I just love this spill my guts like it is burst ink
Fuck the toughness this is toughness
Pouring out all ways I’m hurting
If I don’t stop sharing problem to hospitals I’ll be coming
Or going, but know this
Like a caravan they’re towing me
Cause I ain’t going easily
They’ll have to grind the brake off me
Assault and battery is the charge they’ll be handing me
But like electricity it’s shocking how bad I can be
Never let cunts take shit
That a good way to get face split
That’s an offence I will commit
To the jury I’ll admit it
But careful what you hunt cause there will always be a cunt
Dragging your name through the mud clout chasing you just for the funds
So fuck ‘em